Monday, June 6, 2011

not wondering so much

Maybe it's summer approaching....

Maybe i just needed a rest and a change of mental scenery so my mind obliged without informing me....

Maybe after two years i've reached a point of being able to coast and run on auto pilot for a bit.  Just do the stuff i've been working to figure out....

Maybe this is what it's supposed to be like - just living it, not working so hard at it, not dissecting every nuance, not second guessing...

Maybe we're building up steam for something new...

Whatever the reason or the meaning, things are just plain nice right now: not deep, not full of angst, not thrilling or over the top.  Just quiet and easy and right.

Life won't stay quiet and peaceful - it's life. 

But i have a feeling ttwd will remain.  I assume it will evolve.  I guess it may take some leaps.  I think, I hope it will deepen. 

For now though, it just is.


  1. Sounds like a wonderful place to be in. I'm happy for you!

  2. cherish these moments and hold them close. it is beautiful when you can enjoy coasting without worrying about the bump in the road.

    i struggle deeply with not interrogating every nuance to death but those moments of just living without the ever-runninig mental monologue are priceless.

    xo m

  3. sounds like a good place to be:)

  4. Serenity,
    Thank you. I do believe that everything in life goes round and round and nothing stays the same for long. Will be interesting to see what comes next i guess.

    Oh, i do too - i can overthink absolutely anything - and i usually do. i think that's why this feeling struck me, it was/is different because of the mental quietness.

    it is - thank you.

  5. very happy for you.... sounds like a great place to be

  6. Personally, I'm very fond of "no angst"
    Seize the Day, chica!

  7. Ally,
    thanks - it goes up and down and round and round

    But what would i do with it after i carped it

  8. diem, I hadn't thought of that...!

    (I'm SO sorry - that just wouldn't stay in...)

  9. Jz,
    HA - I bet you tried hard too, huh?