Tuesday, August 4, 2015
I wish i had the answers when it comes to raising my kids - or at least some insight as to whether i'm on the right track or not.
I wish i could always be the motivated, active, healthy, strong, fit, busy, accomplishing-things person in real life that i am in my head.
I wish the internal workings and functioning of my mind didn't depend so much on his input to keep humming along smoothly.
I wish we had more time for his input, or he had more energy, or bandwidth, or opportunity, or desire, or inclination, or whatever it is that there isn't as much of now.
I wish i didn't miss it so much.
I kind of wish i didn't know what i was missing.
I wish i didn't wish for things, I wish i could be content with what is.