Tuesday, January 17, 2012

somewhere along the way.......

Somehow it just happened.

It all turned into that thing that i never thought it would - that thing that intrigued but repelled and scared the piss out of me all at the same time.

Somewhere along the way he stepped completely in front and i find myself needing to keep up.

At some point he moved into his own skin and is moving and stretching and loving the feel of it.


  1. I told you once to be careful what you ask for because you might get it. I never suggested you do not ask. You did and you have... lucky you.

    Keep defining the question and keep asking (politely of course)

  2. Quite the realization isn't it?
    My husband told me to be careful what I wished for...He was right. But I wouldn't un-wish it for the world!

  3. That's just wonderful and likely a bit terrifying all mixed up together! *hugs*

  4. O, wow.

    i can maybe almost kinda sorta imagine what that would be like.

    Yikes. How exciting. Can't wait to hear more.


  5. Sir J,
    Yes - more than once i think. And yes, i am.

    oh - absolutely.

    It wasn't a sudden thing - it just occurred to me that it was different now. thanks.

    Thanks. It has been a good thing for us.

  6. I think you will come to love the feel of it too! Sara