Wednesday, November 26, 2014

click

It's a process - i used to think there was a goal and an endpoint - but that's very clearly not so

I've been so conflicted - unable to reconcile two incredibly distinct parts of myself, so afraid i would need to give up one or the other piece of the whole

I'm starting to see how it can work, how i can move forward, take it deeper, dedicate myself wholly to both parts

And it's a palpable relief, a constant weight lifted, and a joy i've been missing


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  1. Smiling for you....it is a sublime place to be.
    hugs abby

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    1. That it is, and I'm loving it! thank you.

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  2. A process? Or perhaps a journey.

    Sir J

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    1. Well, yes - it has been and is a journey. And that sounds so much more pleasant than process, doesn't it?

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    1. Thank you - It was a bad thing being stuck like that.

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  4. I really love this post.

    When it finally does "click" it isn't the end of figuring it all out but it does feel like an AMAZING step doesn't it?!

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    1. Thank you so much. And yes - i'm sure there will always be more to figure out - this was really getting me down, so it is very good to move on from it.

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