It's a process - i used to think there was a goal and an endpoint - but that's very clearly not so
I've been so conflicted - unable to reconcile two incredibly distinct parts of myself, so afraid i would need to give up one or the other piece of the whole
I'm starting to see how it can work, how i can move forward, take it deeper, dedicate myself wholly to both parts
And it's a palpable relief, a constant weight lifted, and a joy i've been missing
Smiling for you....it is a sublime place to be.
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That it is, and I'm loving it! thank you.
DeleteYay!!
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Thank you my friend.
Deleteyay! *happy dancing*
ReplyDeleteIndeed! Makes all the difference.
DeleteA process? Or perhaps a journey.
ReplyDeleteSir J
Well, yes - it has been and is a journey. And that sounds so much more pleasant than process, doesn't it?
DeleteYaaaay! So happy for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you - It was a bad thing being stuck like that.
DeleteI really love this post.
ReplyDeleteWhen it finally does "click" it isn't the end of figuring it all out but it does feel like an AMAZING step doesn't it?!
Thank you so much. And yes - i'm sure there will always be more to figure out - this was really getting me down, so it is very good to move on from it.
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