A small, discrete and meaningful tatoo would be sexy.
Peirced nipples would be sexy - and require a certain amount of hiding from the rest of the world so they would remind me of being his even while i present a different face to the world.
Even a cut in mark (I scar like no one's business) would be sexy and kinda cool as long as no one else could see it....
But the matching patches of discolored, dried-out rawhide i now have instead of normal skin in the middle of each ass cheek are not at all sexy, attractve, or nice; though, he does keep reminding me that my opinion on this doesn't really matter at all.
You are not the only with those patches, promise.
ReplyDeleteI guess i figured others must have the same thing, although I've also read other bloggers who talked about no longer doing daily or mainenace impact of any sort because of them. What does your master say about it, if I may ask?
DeleteThanks for commenting, it is good to know i'm not alone.
He says he likes it that way and it doesn't bother him a bit because he knows he is the cause of it. Coconut oil seems to soften it up a little bit BUT it also intensifies the impact from the cane or the sting from the loop. Some days that makes it all the more better, others not so much.
DeleteThank you. And yea - I've tried various lotions - but it deosn't last and makes it worse later.
DeleteYep..you are not alone...and i agree..
ReplyDeletehugs abby
May I ask what your master says about it? I know that it's his to decide and control and i'm becoming resigned to the fact that he sees and feels it, not me, but it's still a bit odd. Thank you for commenting.
DeleteHe likes it.....a reminder that i am all His....i used to worry about it....but since He is the only one who sees it....not so much any more....
Deletehugs abby
thanks abby!
DeleteMy butt has got rougher over the year. Eventually, if we keep going with this, I'll be able to start sanding things down with it!
ReplyDeleteThank you for commenting - i do wonder what it is about it that they like.
DeleteBeen a very long time...but no, you aren't alone.
ReplyDeleteHe likes them for so many reasons, mostly I think because he did put them there..that primal, literal marking of property thing.
That does seem to be it - He does really like it, in a pretty deep and basic way. He can still surprise me.... thank you.
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