upset about him watching porn

He works for a company that provides his phone and his computer.  That's so they can have their firewalls, security and monitoring stuff running.  Fair enough i suppose - it's hardly the Defense Department or anything - but i can see that they would want their secrets maintained and systems un-infected.

He isn't crazy about the idea of some of the sites he visits coming up in a review.  So he never accesses 'those kinds of sites' from his company devices.  Also fair enough - not their business and just not worth the hassle to defend or explain.

So he has a tablet to use to access, among other things, my blog - and porn.

Except the other day he informed me that the company will be issuing him a tablet also - all the workers really - so they can appear connected, agile and 21st century I suppose.  Also to be outfitted with firewalls and very expansive/intrusive monitoring software.  Great - for work applications - monitor away, your device, your right.

But this means - at least to me, in my mind - that he will no longer use his tablet, the one and only device from which he accesses my blog, and porn.

My blog i could probably get over - maybe it's run its course and a new method of communicating would fit better for us anyhow - except that - as long as he travels - that would still need to be electronic.

Porn is the real issue for me.  As he pointed out, "You are the only woman I can think of who is so upset (and i was - very upset) about the prospect of her husband watching LESS porn."

Well - yea - but.......

I love that he has a dirty mind, I love that he has desires to expand his dirty mind, I love being the beneficiary of that expansive dirty mind, and I really love getting to see/feel/experience whatever new thing he has stumbled across and decided he likes enough to try.  I don't look like a porn star - and fake, impossible staging, acting, etc aside, I like being able to let him play out things that intrigue him.  I really like that in fact.  I like thinking about him watching something and imagining really being able to carry it out - not just wishing 'if only.'  

We don't talk about his side of things much - so this is largely me imagining how he feels - but i've seen the evil, silly grin often enough to believe he likes it well enough too.

Not sure what will happen now.....  He says he will continue to have and use (carry on planes) two tablets.  I think i'm supposed to believe him and not worry about all this.