Everything else aside, I really need to know that he needs me, wants me, cherishes me.
I don't know why sometimes I doubt this, but when it happens, it crumbles my foundation. It leaves me crushed inside and lost in my world.
And I don't know why this one thing is so hard to tell him. Or why it takes so long to find my footing again once I have.
I know he will show you and all will be well
ReplyDeleteIt happens to us all...that fear gets inside...doesn't want to come out...we let it out...take it for a spin...suddenly it's driving us.
ReplyDeleteHugs,
mouse
That's really important for me too. Fortunately for me I have found someone who lets me know in everyway that he needs me, wants me and cherishes me. I'm lucky. But it has taken me nearly a life time to find that someone.
ReplyDeleteHugs,
Velvet <3
greengirl,
ReplyDeleteI guess because of the way we offer up ourselves, and to the degree we are willing to give, we are always going to need a tremendous amount of reassurance.
Doubts can leave you feeling very shaky for a few days. A crumbling foundation is a perfect description.
Love,
Serenity