i had a passing thought - as my father would have pointed out to me - it will probably get lonely
but - i'll go with it anyhow
i'm getting a handle on being open and available and ready and as he wants me when he wants me, etc
which is all well and good - and which he indeed seems to like and appreciate and enjoy and take advantage of
but - how do i seduce him? or do i?
how do i let him know i'm interested?
how do i let him know i find him - well - everything?
how is one actively open and available and ready?